school is confusing
If I stay in STAT 323 now, I need a C- to still get into Haskayne (if my grades in my other classes go as I expect). To get a C- I probably need at least 75% on my last quiz and assignment, and at least 66% on my final. If I fail the course I’m fucked.
If I decide to withdraw out of STAT 323, I can enrol in STAT 217 in the spring but I’ll need to get consent from the department. I can get the consent but only when I officially withdraw from STAT 323. There are only 14 seats left in the last lecture available. I’ll then need to make sure that they put on my record that my MATH 321-STAT217 combo can be used to fill up my statistics requirements.
I wish they would’ve told me I could take STAT 217 instead of STAT 323 right from the get go, it probably would’ve made my life so much easier. School why are you like this.
dino day
Yesterday we had our very first Dino Day. Basically we all (or as many Dino golf members as could come) got together and hung out for an entire day. It was fun and scary all at different parts of the day!
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i’m kind of bombing two of my classes right now
So I guess today’s the last day I slack off before I get my shit together. Going to have to quit tumblr for a while.
i know it’s not supposed to bother me
But I haven’t gone on a date in over two years. I think it’s the couples shoots I did this week and the million hours I spent looking at the pictures while editing and hanging out with my friend and her boyfriend so much that’s making me a lot more hypersensitive to this. God damn, though. I miss hand holding and meaningful hugs and kissing.
Sometimes I think that I’m the reason why nothing has been happening, but at the risk of sounding really douchey and arrogant, I don’t know why. I care about people. I am a good friend and I give really good hugs. I’m really tired of all the guys I like having crushes on my friends and being friend zoned. After hanging out a lot with some of my guy friends, I’m starting to think that it’s because I’m not attractive. And that really hurts and it’s definitely lowering my self esteem so much more even though it’s not exactly something that I can change. I don’t know what I’m really talking about anymore, I’m just spewing out word vomit at this point. I just really haven’t been feeling very great about myself lately.
take it easy
I really should’ve gotten more school work done this weekend but NO REGRETS!! I haven’t had a crazy night like this in a while. The best part was how unexpected it all was. People kept saying maybe, and bailing, but it all worked out pretty well.
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aussie aussie aussie
I made the decision to go to Kristyn’s birthday party tonight.
Great great decision.
I know I get overemotional and all that shit but I had a lot of fun tonight. A LOT. There was dancing while standing on chairs, sitting down, on stage, in a conga line, it was insane! Really, really a lot of fun. And I love when I tweet something nonchalantly and then I get a text and then suddenly a bunch of your favourite people are hanging out with you. Lots and lots of fun. Katie and I talked about lots of stuff on the way home, and I’ve realized that it really doesn’t matter if you don’t see people every day, as long as you still love the time you spend with them, no matter how long or how short, they’re still great.
Everything is OK.
never tell someone you think they’re your best friend
There’s a good chance you’re not theirs.
